ontreking simptome

Dis ongeveer 3 uur op i ma.dag more
ek is wa wyd wakker
reder daarvoor geblameer op teveel koffie
te min nikotien
i tekort aan jou
en pure wakker wees!

di afgelope maande het my comfort koffie geword toe ek jou nie by my gehad het, saam met die koffie het die nikotien gekom 2de hands. Dit was verslawend.

maar ek mis jou reuk, mis jou asem, mis die gevoel van jou, mis jou stem, mis jou asem, mis die sagte soet smaak van jo mond

ag genade

ek begin aan ontreking simptome ly!

I got something to say!

I have so much to say
it floods my head
makes me stutter
makes me sound slow
life is starting for me now
im starting to become
starting to be
im inlove
im who I am
I belIeve in thE GREAT I AM WHO I AM
FINAL CHAPTER HAS come

but still my expression is slow its dull
I feel the opposite inside

lets leave stress behind and jump into this!

who cares bout words?
im speechless...

what to do?

time to move on! but still wot to do?

I'm moving to my heart before the end of March!
so excited

Yet i'm leaving my car, love it to bits, but her time has been and she is at her end
need to find a new one,

drove with her this morning and i miss her already, but I can't keep her and I think she knows I am gonna sell her.

Goodness sake! pull myself together, its a car, just a car.

its been with me for almost three years, was my hidding, my runaway, my escape, almost my home, but now she will be a profit.

Bad...

At this very point in time I'm tiping a contract for her to be sold. and it hurts me deeply.