Sunday, October 19, 2008

time to form

So…

This time last year I decided that north and south is actually so close.

A very thin line separate between the two. So scary. So odd. But yet it makes total sense. One night I was in a sermon in a Methodist Church singing a song that says that God removes our sin from us as far as north from south.

But I was wondering… thinking…

YES

I can think too…

Back to the story.

So according to my theory sin is not taken away to far, it’s very close and that is why it is so easy to turn back to it. Interesting.

Now tonight I went to my church where I have not gone in a while, very surprised to find out that it was a worship sermon and not a normal sermon. Shocker…

With the Praise and worship sermon came a very exclusive piece out of God’s Word also preached by someone I don’t know. But yet it made an impression, don’t know for how long I will keep the memory so I better write it down.

The Scripture was 1 Corinthians 9:26-27, “Therefore I run thus: not with uncertainty. Thus I fight: not as one who beats the air. But I discipline my body and bring it into subjection, lest, when I have preached to others. I myself should become disqualified.”

If I want to admit this or not, I needed to hear that I can’t do things loosely, I can’t keep on pretending that nothing is wrong when every thing is. I can’t play for two teams, when I belong in one. I can’t keep changing my mind, changing decisions. I have to be patient and make my decisions.

THIS HAS TO BE A TIME OF GROWING.