growing growing gone

Here I am again!  Standing, sitting, waiting...
This is me hoping this isn't another growth pain
Hoping life could stay boring and in one place for me

But yet that will be dying. Death is boring, death stays in one place, death doesn't hurt...

I'm dreading this new change. I'm not sure what is coming, but I've noticed that when I'm all alone and everyone is busy, not seeing me, is when I'm about to go through yet another painful growing experience...

One day,is one day,  where the growing will get to be to much for me and I might, o I just might dissappear!

Here I am waiting, hoping, paining for this new growing experience...