Not concentrating

All my life I have focused on the problem,  focused on the issue, the mountain.
Use to get despondent when the results didn't come back as I have planned!

So I threw my diet out the windows, left my training plan for my body to decide and I seem happier then ever. Got a structure working with it!

And the best news is, I'm seeing better results now. I've lost 5kg since December,  I'm healthy and I'm getting fit. Awesome awesome awesomeness!

Don't focus on your mountain. Focus on the steps. Forget  about the bigger picture,  live your life

influence

I've noticed that influencing me is child's play.

It's time to man up and stand strong. Be able to choose for myself. Learning to say "No" and sticking to it.

This is my next goal.

Life could be pretty sweet

losing the weight

Since I've returned home, I've lost about 24kg.
Amazing, can't believe I was so huge.

I'm feeling healthy. Fit. I eat what I want. Drink when I want. Even before workouts. I've had no injuries with my workouts that I have been doing. Training 24months now.

This transformation is incredible! I'm a new person, feeling confident and happy living my life.

So the question is, what is next?
My friends are encouraging me to start trainingfor ironman .yes!  IRONMAN. I don't see myself as a Ironman," ironwoman ".
I don't have the faith in me.

So what is next in line for me?

Wine moments

After two bottles of wine!  All I do is say what I think out loud, honesty is my best friend.

And the worst part is I worked so hard to make you believe the lies I tell you!  Just to take it back in one swift Wine moment

Your voice when I call was that of a angels. So understanding. Giggling because of the nothing I wisper to you and my voice is naked with the truth

The morning after. I'm taking it back.
Can hear you needed to hear all my ideas and needed for us to speak up. But did I do all the talking or did you have a bit in it? Wine moments only allow you to remember which you want to

The last person I think of at night

It will be a eye opener for me to find out who I think of before I go to sleep...

I've been asking and trying to figure out who it is. But I am scratching my head...

I still need to find that special person in my life

my first race

It was wet, it was cold and the wind was in a fowl mood...

As I'm standing in the line up to the start
It was as if the flood gates of heaven opened up
The rain came pouring down
In a matter of seconds I was wet to the bone and freezing
But I didn't quit

The count down started
The trigger was pulled and off we went

55km waiting ahead
And the wind was blowing head on and the rain. Just kept coming

I prayed!  I pretend and finally the race was over.
It was hectic